The night went well.

All round. The work shift was easy, slow at times. Good because my mind wasn't entirely on the job. I spoke to my friend. Things are ... Good. I am satisfied with the answers I received. Although, the future is still hazy and uncertain, I feel... Content. For the moment xD We all know how quickly my mood can shift..

24-10-08

About to head off to work. Friday night.. Starting the weekend work gaah.. I don't know if that assignment is due on monday or in two weeks. I'm hoping the 2 weeks time xD.

Uhhhh. I need to talk to my friend.. About the other night. But how to bring up the subject.. I spose I have tonight's shift to work that one out.

So that's uni and personal covered. Uhh.. What else? Not much. I need to work stuff out, but that's as usual. Rar.. Might post again after work.

21-10-08

Well.. He must be very confident.

After events mentioned in HRT.. I went inside. Called a close friend. Attempted to collect my thoughts.. Ran through the events in my head... Wondering was it actually real??

I message him, told him he surprises me. He messages back, good or bad? I message again, would it give too much away if I said good?
No response.
Hm... So either... This is not a good sign, he fell asleep, my answer was enough to satisfy his thoughts, or it's not a good sign. I don't push it. I don't push much. I just think... He has to be very confident to just leave it without discussion. Either confident or maybe it's just not a big deal. Perhaps I just think it's a big deal... No.. I think it must be. There are certain factors that make it so. And I didn't even have it down as a real possibility, hence my shock and surprise. Don't get me wrong, it's a good surprise. But it's a HUGE surprise. I don't often get surprised like this... I usually am able to think and see all the paths and possibilities. And this was NOT one. I had it tagged at about a 3% chance. Looks like I hit the 3%...

18-10-08

A few noteworthy things to mention.

One, today is, was, Max and I's one year anniversary.

Two, today was very, very... Interesting. I fear I failed the challenge, but the good thing about this challenge in particular, is there's always another chance.. You can keep playing. For example.. I do believe I won the last challenge. Which maybe is why I lost the one today.. Maybe I was feeling too cocky. Hah. Maybe. I know now, I gotta step up my game!!

I had an interesting dream last night. A dream that was strikingly similar to today's challenge. Alot of fun. Alot. My brain is not computing as it usually does.. A mere side effect. Today was better than the dream though, ofcause, because it was real and not a dream. Although there was more in the dream. So it's a bit of a trade off. Hm. Step up your game, Raine.. Or you're gonna lose soooo badly that there won't be any challenge left for the other party.. And that defeats the purpose of the challenge and the fun, 'cuz that's no fun at all.. Well.. Maybe.

04-10-08

Guys. Chill.

Yes, I'm opening with that line. I spoke to my family today, so I post this in response. Firstly, didn't know you read this. Secondly, I only blog when I feel, and I blog to gather thoughts, which I later use in my decisions. So chill. I'm fine, I'm fine after I vent and anything written here shouldn't be repeated to me, because I think it's good I have an outlet to vent and if I KNOW for sure it is being read by those I wouldn't tell my un-collected thoughts to, it lessens my urge to vent. And I don't talk about what's going on in my mind before my thoughts are collected. This is a means for me to get to that point, so don't make me stop this, otherwise I'd probably go insane.